Boy, am i glad that my daily routines have at least reached a point of equilibrium. The last 3 weaks were... how you would say; different because recovery is never easy and perhaps there was a pretty much lost in transition. Thankfully, i was found and led out by the light of realization. In every evil story, darkness plays the role of conceiving and deceiving the truthful outcomes of reality. I believe, this time round, i was more than fooled; i was toyed, trashed, insulted, confused and reluctantly committed.
The journey had its part to play in the grand design. The part where the curtains fell and the audience were amazed only showed that people only see what they want to see in everything they see. I do try my best to avoid such stereotyping but ultimately we are still human after all and once again, mistakes have to be made in order to learn from them. I guess this is similar to the saying where "Give a man a fishing rod and he will learn to fish and survive". It takes one to make a mistake before one actually learns. Thus, we can say that learning involves making mistakes rather than observing through the naked eyes or explaining through the tainted mouth.
Many have made me reflect on this journey or experimentation which I've been figuring out. I guess it was good to talk it out though i had already evaluated it myself. The only problem of my evaluation was that i was simply too stubborn and clouded to see the hard facts laid out on the table. The wind was persuasive but i just didn't feel that urge.
Today, i had a go at my old habits; as they often simply can't die that easily. It was good to indulge in the relatively classic Galaxynet server. I know, it may sound rather off about me but i thought it would helped in the process of picking up the shoes and putting them nicely; where they used to belong. I guess it acts as my safe haven to fall back on when the skies are grey and it's time for rain.
These last few days of self-declared holiday have made me realize that there are beyond what i see at the skyline. This simple Iceberg Principle has caused Titanic, a milestone in history and it has also made me realize that sometimes people can be as naive as they want to be even if they believe that it is not in their nature of maturity.
And accompanying this whole experience, comes another proven belief that no one is an island and there is always a need for contingency plans along the way. So this is the part where i actually credit myself for a job well done even if it means that the above paragraphs were about my recent failure or disapproval.
The journey had its part to play in the grand design. The part where the curtains fell and the audience were amazed only showed that people only see what they want to see in everything they see. I do try my best to avoid such stereotyping but ultimately we are still human after all and once again, mistakes have to be made in order to learn from them. I guess this is similar to the saying where "Give a man a fishing rod and he will learn to fish and survive". It takes one to make a mistake before one actually learns. Thus, we can say that learning involves making mistakes rather than observing through the naked eyes or explaining through the tainted mouth.
Many have made me reflect on this journey or experimentation which I've been figuring out. I guess it was good to talk it out though i had already evaluated it myself. The only problem of my evaluation was that i was simply too stubborn and clouded to see the hard facts laid out on the table. The wind was persuasive but i just didn't feel that urge.
Today, i had a go at my old habits; as they often simply can't die that easily. It was good to indulge in the relatively classic Galaxynet server. I know, it may sound rather off about me but i thought it would helped in the process of picking up the shoes and putting them nicely; where they used to belong. I guess it acts as my safe haven to fall back on when the skies are grey and it's time for rain.
These last few days of self-declared holiday have made me realize that there are beyond what i see at the skyline. This simple Iceberg Principle has caused Titanic, a milestone in history and it has also made me realize that sometimes people can be as naive as they want to be even if they believe that it is not in their nature of maturity.
And accompanying this whole experience, comes another proven belief that no one is an island and there is always a need for contingency plans along the way. So this is the part where i actually credit myself for a job well done even if it means that the above paragraphs were about my recent failure or disapproval.
"The way in, is also the way out; the exit sign" - frostdude
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