This would probably be one of the last few entries of this month; other entries blogged on this month would be rather rushy and predetermined or randomness. I believe after today, there will be some big events approaching my way.
After today, apparently i will be wrecking my brains once again to attempt to complete 2 more projects coming my way. I guess its not the subject matter which i am worried about but more of the deadline of submission which is estimated to be at the end of this month. I'm an incubator who seeks to let an idea or innovation takes its hibernation until a point in time when it just bursts and resulting in a great successful attempt. I never believe in last minute preparation nor the fact that many believe that last minute work drives the need for completion and thus people say "they can work better that way". That's just a legal excuse to say "I'm not lazy".
Today also marks another great day in this year. Well, despite the minor setbacks received from the common test marks, i do not feel the need to brood over it. Today was a big spark in my total equity mood. Today i feel revived and drawn towards another common objective. Today i picked up this energy ring which has allowed me to spur ahead like Sonic The Hedgehog.
Today was the release of my previous exam results. My heart pounded like a pro chef on the chopping board. It was ready to pop out of my chest and may even decide to run away from me. This is probably due to the fact that my post man is efficient and he always comes near lunch time. The results were released near the post lunch time, thus i did not get mine yesterday whereas others got theirs! My heart was pounding away like as if I've ran 5km. It was like this for about 24 hours. The torture was intense and my inner feeling got so immense. I believed i've gotten ahead of myself, as always. The results were great. I smiled widely after tearing the letter open.
This generated alot of destructive energy to get alot of work done. I did up a major spring cleaning of my room. My new floor fan which is about 3 months ago was apparently collecting loads of dust. I of course showed my wife some care and concern. I cleaned her up for good. She's been with me all these time; through my anger, dismay, distrust, hurt, disappointment, excitement, highness and other needs. I cleared up my trash and tidied the stack of notes.
Pumped up; and almost ready to go. I just need a brilliant slumber to kick away the stress which i generated this weak.
After today, apparently i will be wrecking my brains once again to attempt to complete 2 more projects coming my way. I guess its not the subject matter which i am worried about but more of the deadline of submission which is estimated to be at the end of this month. I'm an incubator who seeks to let an idea or innovation takes its hibernation until a point in time when it just bursts and resulting in a great successful attempt. I never believe in last minute preparation nor the fact that many believe that last minute work drives the need for completion and thus people say "they can work better that way". That's just a legal excuse to say "I'm not lazy".
Today also marks another great day in this year. Well, despite the minor setbacks received from the common test marks, i do not feel the need to brood over it. Today was a big spark in my total equity mood. Today i feel revived and drawn towards another common objective. Today i picked up this energy ring which has allowed me to spur ahead like Sonic The Hedgehog.
Today was the release of my previous exam results. My heart pounded like a pro chef on the chopping board. It was ready to pop out of my chest and may even decide to run away from me. This is probably due to the fact that my post man is efficient and he always comes near lunch time. The results were released near the post lunch time, thus i did not get mine yesterday whereas others got theirs! My heart was pounding away like as if I've ran 5km. It was like this for about 24 hours. The torture was intense and my inner feeling got so immense. I believed i've gotten ahead of myself, as always. The results were great. I smiled widely after tearing the letter open.
This generated alot of destructive energy to get alot of work done. I did up a major spring cleaning of my room. My new floor fan which is about 3 months ago was apparently collecting loads of dust. I of course showed my wife some care and concern. I cleaned her up for good. She's been with me all these time; through my anger, dismay, distrust, hurt, disappointment, excitement, highness and other needs. I cleared up my trash and tidied the stack of notes.
Pumped up; and almost ready to go. I just need a brilliant slumber to kick away the stress which i generated this weak.
"This journey never ends until i hit the floor, till then even if i have to crawl, i will finish this" - frostdude
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