There's a limit to how much you tell yourself "I can do it!".
There's a limit to how much you tell yourself "I can keep this up!"
There's a limit to how much you tell yourself "Be strong!"

It is a very bad tradeoff. Four days worth of downtime, was enough to let me regret my past actions of keeping up this busy-as-a-bee harvest. Right now, my neck's feeling rather stiff like a dick. Its probably because i slept for hours on 1 side. This paragraph is gonna be loads of random. The worse part of all, is that you can't sleeep! With sounds amplified, it is like you know what is everybody doing, even your neighbors.

I got up on this very Monday, ready to tell this virus; "fuck it!". I had enough of its nonsense, coming back and fore like forgetful bell boy. Did you forget something? Did you forget to infect me at that spot? Yes, god damnit, it was down and it was up again within hours. My weekends were ruined because of this up-down syndrome.

I had to cancel most of my early-weak activities; now sitting still feeling like an untrained muscle-less kid. The worse part was i actually exercised the day before i got sick. The aches were off the charts. My eyes have grown inwards and my head is spinning like a compass. NORTH, NORTH, NORTH, SOUTH, SOUTH, BACK NORTH, NORTHWEST.

Weasel!!! I could squeeze a weasel now. Gosh, i'm so glad at least i'm in the safe zone for now, with jugs of water beside me. Its like they are accompanying me and i'm adopting the good old army style, water parading every hour and saluting to the toilet bowl every few minutes; THANK YOU SIR!

I watched CopOut recently in bed. Its a damn comedy with good kicks and a fantastic storyline. I'm glad Bruce is taking acting to other movie genre. For me, i'm just gonna kick back and relax till mid-weak where hopefully good food and company will bring back the energy in me. Talk about a spoilt moment for me. Last few entries back, i spoke about this untamed energy source in me, well it was too overwhelming that i fell ill! Ha!

Here's some Good, Bad, Interesting i would like to share which i was thinking when i was in bed...

20 minutes

Good; Phew, i won't be late today for my appointment/lesson/meeting!!!
Bad; Holy shit, i'm late 20 minutes already
Interesting; M..asturbating to a porn video, knowing the police will be breaking an entry into your house in 20 minutes !!

Locks

Good; Keeps you safe
Bad; You lost your keys
Interesting; Y...ou lost your keys and locked yourself in building caught on fire!!!

Undergarments

Good; Comfortable to wear
Bad; Have to wash ;(
Interesting; M...ore comfortable to wear another gender's, but when giving your maid to wash it.. hmmm...??

"Sometimes it's better to debt than credit, especially when it comes to sleep". - frostdude