The darkness has set in over the last 4 days. I've been helplessly tracing its footsteps and it seems to have gone so deeply penetrating the depths of my inner filters. Though the feverish feeling has stopped, the mind is still in its battle to regain control.
The mind eating headaches have gone out of line. Nevertheless, there was no turning back if i needed to get some good rest. The fight continues as i dig through the mess it has created. The darkness has manipulated the best out of people in my dreams, turning them into social enemies and nightmares. My inability to comprehend would have me exiting in psychological fright.
At least, i feel glad i'm getting some sleep here and there because you can't dream if you don't sleep. I would awake feeling my social life is at stake but then come to think of it, the darkness can play all it wants, but in reality i'm in control. And if lose that social life, i can always gain it back. What matters most is removing this infestation in my mind, that poisons the every dream i have.
The mind eating headaches have gone out of line. Nevertheless, there was no turning back if i needed to get some good rest. The fight continues as i dig through the mess it has created. The darkness has manipulated the best out of people in my dreams, turning them into social enemies and nightmares. My inability to comprehend would have me exiting in psychological fright.
At least, i feel glad i'm getting some sleep here and there because you can't dream if you don't sleep. I would awake feeling my social life is at stake but then come to think of it, the darkness can play all it wants, but in reality i'm in control. And if lose that social life, i can always gain it back. What matters most is removing this infestation in my mind, that poisons the every dream i have.
Until then, this is gonna be one of the many psychological episodes that my cognitive mind is sane enough to comprehend.
"The best part about dreams, is that they warn me of the dangers of you!" - frostdude
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