As the prophet spoke, so did it follow that one day the warrior would fall in the midst of his tough journey. (as continued from the previous entry)
Yes, once again, health has gotten the best of me. This country has made us work like robots and lifeless creatures. The crack on the wall could not be sustain any further. The strokes of time were persistent and could not be avoided. These few days were simply inevitable, thus this is probably the first fallen for 2010.
I was bedridden for almost 2 days. I was a mouse trapped in its cage. It was a torture, for i couldn't sleep even though i begged myself that i would. Even if i had any sleep, it felt like a normal day's rest; they call it the "close-eye-open-eye" instance. It felt that i had gotten another dosage of adrenaline to last another day within minutes. Imagine, in the future, human beings could avoid sleep with a simple expensive dose of "sleepaholic".
I tossed and turned for over 12 hours before i could get myself into this slumber. It was like a long queue outside Boiler and Powerhouse. There was no end and the only thing which had its way was daylight and moonlight. The daylight kept me on-the-move even though i was in my sleep. The moonlight felt it was a moment to think about my activities. There was no differentiation anymore.
My hearing senses went up 5 folds. I could hear every loud noise 5 times and amplified even the softest noises. I felt every voice being spoken to be a bass 5 trance music. Now i know how it feels for the ants who decided to build a home near my subwoofer. It was terrified with this new hearing ability, i had to ask everybody to shut da hell up.
My neck was killing me as if i hung 5 rifles over my neck and walked 12km non-stop. The pain was simply intolerable. My throat was totally inflammed with any thought of avoiding the burning sensation of every saliva swallowed.
I wasn't doing so well, it shot up from 37.6 to 38.7. It was not common. I normally had to deal with such burnout with a night's rest and some medication. This time round, it felt different. It felt like a major burnout with the temperature heading sky high and seeing the doctor was a compulsory.
But one thing got me real straightened out, i've decided that my daily addictions have been an added value in the whole burnout process. As such, i've decided to drop my daily commitments to Facebook and its games. After all, these games have become so routine that i could position my mouse at that particular screen and click before it even appears.
Yes, once again, health has gotten the best of me. This country has made us work like robots and lifeless creatures. The crack on the wall could not be sustain any further. The strokes of time were persistent and could not be avoided. These few days were simply inevitable, thus this is probably the first fallen for 2010.
I was bedridden for almost 2 days. I was a mouse trapped in its cage. It was a torture, for i couldn't sleep even though i begged myself that i would. Even if i had any sleep, it felt like a normal day's rest; they call it the "close-eye-open-eye" instance. It felt that i had gotten another dosage of adrenaline to last another day within minutes. Imagine, in the future, human beings could avoid sleep with a simple expensive dose of "sleepaholic".
I tossed and turned for over 12 hours before i could get myself into this slumber. It was like a long queue outside Boiler and Powerhouse. There was no end and the only thing which had its way was daylight and moonlight. The daylight kept me on-the-move even though i was in my sleep. The moonlight felt it was a moment to think about my activities. There was no differentiation anymore.
My hearing senses went up 5 folds. I could hear every loud noise 5 times and amplified even the softest noises. I felt every voice being spoken to be a bass 5 trance music. Now i know how it feels for the ants who decided to build a home near my subwoofer. It was terrified with this new hearing ability, i had to ask everybody to shut da hell up.
My neck was killing me as if i hung 5 rifles over my neck and walked 12km non-stop. The pain was simply intolerable. My throat was totally inflammed with any thought of avoiding the burning sensation of every saliva swallowed.
I wasn't doing so well, it shot up from 37.6 to 38.7. It was not common. I normally had to deal with such burnout with a night's rest and some medication. This time round, it felt different. It felt like a major burnout with the temperature heading sky high and seeing the doctor was a compulsory.
But one thing got me real straightened out, i've decided that my daily addictions have been an added value in the whole burnout process. As such, i've decided to drop my daily commitments to Facebook and its games. After all, these games have become so routine that i could position my mouse at that particular screen and click before it even appears.
"The fall is the first step to realization" - frostdude
Get well soon ;)
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