Out of plain sight, and out of the blue, I just happened to think about you. I had this dream, its not the person you think I dreamt of. It was a strange scenario of how things played out. I visualized myself at the tip of the question and only at that split second, I changed it. It was a big mess, it was a terrible moment but when i was at that tip, her size grew smaller and further as she began to fade away which only resembled the perceptual distance which I'm aware of in reality.
Her smile became a dark frown, and her eyes had much disregard and disagreement to my words, as if she knew the scripts of my moments. Somehow somewhat predictable, she too tried to come clean with her question, but only to get stalled and then the dream simply came to an end. It was too immense and intense, for even in the dream world, we have a part to play in the emotion process.
Laughter like a clown on stage, laughter like a hilarious misfit and laughter like a silly attempt. There, they stood, on the bench, giggling away because of a silly attempt to make ends meet. These laughter mattered because they had their chances with her. And for silly 5 years, I blame it on the moments which I did not try as hard and I'm comparing that 5 years ago and now, the amount of effort still remains the same, with hopes of obtaining something in return, without taking into account that satisfaction in the last 5 years, is not satisfaction today.
She left the scene.
"The mind dreams what the dreamer wants in reality"
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