There comes a time when one may develop a tunnel vision because of his apparent fears of uncertainty and the need to hold on to a part of his confidence that he knows is proven to be true. I am that strong believer that if things go well, they will also turn bad in a split of a second. The choices that we make indefinitely prove that decision making is a mere sitting on the fence and awaiting the right intuition to take a side of the fence.
Like all fences, the grass is always greener on the other side. I always compare and benchmark myself to a certain threshold which I believe it is attainable. People say this is a form of challenge to ensure that performance is up to standard. But benchmarking is just a form of imitation because what you might have is something what another might not have. This is a sight that many do not see when they benchmark themselves to another formal creature.
I have time to think about all these months and how it flew by like how the papers do when a strong wind blows by. These papers simply flip flop in the mid-air and has no sense of which spot it might drop. Should life be this way as well? Should we always attempt to predict how things might land out? Are we that insecure of the probability of failure and incidence rates?
At the beginning of these months which blew by, I had lost all possible hopes that it would have been the worse climb ever. It was far worse than not bathing for 4 days in a row, or having constipation. The pain then was a mere instance and it would have been forgotten overtime. However, this new pain which I've felt was a stronger blow which endangered the body, mind and the soul so badly that it might actually embed essentially.
These possible hopes were never there to start with but i was keen that it would develop overtime. There was no form of benchmark, for I was benchmarking an intangible individual who is saying he has the passion and the strength to carry on the run. The choices i made these few months were equally intriguing as it meant many fences being sat on and determining the appropriate opportunity to leap off.
I pushed on those inferior moments and prayed for another compensation of pleasurable inspiration. The ache was more than just an ache, as it symbolized my potential downfall and weakness. Just staring down at it and its requirements, how was anyone suppose to do it? It was demanding more than what an individual could hand. It was impossible, said the writer.
But the effect of turning something impossible to possible within these few months have illustrated moments in my life when i underestimate myself and how miracles can work. Sometimes things just gets you under your nose, yes that sucks but it pays to keep a better close eye in the future!
It is times like this that makes you wonder, how capable are you?
Like all fences, the grass is always greener on the other side. I always compare and benchmark myself to a certain threshold which I believe it is attainable. People say this is a form of challenge to ensure that performance is up to standard. But benchmarking is just a form of imitation because what you might have is something what another might not have. This is a sight that many do not see when they benchmark themselves to another formal creature.
I have time to think about all these months and how it flew by like how the papers do when a strong wind blows by. These papers simply flip flop in the mid-air and has no sense of which spot it might drop. Should life be this way as well? Should we always attempt to predict how things might land out? Are we that insecure of the probability of failure and incidence rates?
At the beginning of these months which blew by, I had lost all possible hopes that it would have been the worse climb ever. It was far worse than not bathing for 4 days in a row, or having constipation. The pain then was a mere instance and it would have been forgotten overtime. However, this new pain which I've felt was a stronger blow which endangered the body, mind and the soul so badly that it might actually embed essentially.
These possible hopes were never there to start with but i was keen that it would develop overtime. There was no form of benchmark, for I was benchmarking an intangible individual who is saying he has the passion and the strength to carry on the run. The choices i made these few months were equally intriguing as it meant many fences being sat on and determining the appropriate opportunity to leap off.
I pushed on those inferior moments and prayed for another compensation of pleasurable inspiration. The ache was more than just an ache, as it symbolized my potential downfall and weakness. Just staring down at it and its requirements, how was anyone suppose to do it? It was demanding more than what an individual could hand. It was impossible, said the writer.
But the effect of turning something impossible to possible within these few months have illustrated moments in my life when i underestimate myself and how miracles can work. Sometimes things just gets you under your nose, yes that sucks but it pays to keep a better close eye in the future!
It is times like this that makes you wonder, how capable are you?
"A person who is able to CAPtivate but is UNABLE to be able (ability), is UN-CAPABLE (incapable)" - frostdude
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