Another weak is able to begin. Somehow, i can't believe my eyes. Another weak has gone by just like that. We get so immersed in our daily life that, sometimes we just forget what day is it, and how far we have come. It seemed like last month when Army signed my release papers. It seemed like today was just another day to live for. It will only seem like another year, before i get back on my feet and face the corporate challenges.
My brother's birthday had just passed, on the 14th April. As we get older, these dates become evidently a MUST to remember, because before you know it, he'll move out and we'll probably see each other on important dates such as this. This weak passed pretty fast because i took a long weakend to lie helplessly in bed. Nevertheless, that feverish moment helped me straightened up my life.
I believe in everything we do, there's a phase and a time line. Its like a progress life cycle kind of thing. I still remember the phase of IRC-DOTA-CS. It was not long ago that i finally managed to get through this stage. I would tell myself that it would be impossible, impossible to get out of this addiction. I feel glad that my addiction to Facebook games was been well taken care of. Those 4 days in bed, made me realize how much i don't need facebook games in this life, especially now. I told myself, "holy shit, i went 4 days without it..."
I was discussing something with my father; it was regarding a personality-habit-issue. It is not comfortable to blog it out but well its a personality or something. I can't really put it into proper words to describe such behavior. Nevertheless, my father had it figured out like it was a simple cat-and-mice game. His words had significance but did not really help me weigh out the benefits and cost of this personality. His one-side view was surprisingly positive yet, i believe it would serve as a downfall for me; but yet again he disagrees.
Today (Sunday, still), i had another family gathering. I believe after a certain age, you begin to appreciate your family more. I guess with my circle of friends shrinking and existing friends shaking out of place, the only consistent reliance would have to come from the family. It's not a shame to say this is true either.
I took a trip down to AnchorPoint, and dined at the valued food court stall. It was nice to get out of the routine and experience something new. Though the lighting would dazzle me gently, it was still an enjoyable trip; of coz all expenses paid for! I took the entire night off, kept my hands on my Razer mouse and shot some cyber-terrorists.
The next few weaks to come, will be a hectic and yet fast-paced process. With all the assignment submission, printing, presentation, test and preparation, i'm so gonna drown myself in another dosage of stressification. My neck's hurting again, stress phase 1 is complete.
My brother's birthday had just passed, on the 14th April. As we get older, these dates become evidently a MUST to remember, because before you know it, he'll move out and we'll probably see each other on important dates such as this. This weak passed pretty fast because i took a long weakend to lie helplessly in bed. Nevertheless, that feverish moment helped me straightened up my life.
I believe in everything we do, there's a phase and a time line. Its like a progress life cycle kind of thing. I still remember the phase of IRC-DOTA-CS. It was not long ago that i finally managed to get through this stage. I would tell myself that it would be impossible, impossible to get out of this addiction. I feel glad that my addiction to Facebook games was been well taken care of. Those 4 days in bed, made me realize how much i don't need facebook games in this life, especially now. I told myself, "holy shit, i went 4 days without it..."
I was discussing something with my father; it was regarding a personality-habit-issue. It is not comfortable to blog it out but well its a personality or something. I can't really put it into proper words to describe such behavior. Nevertheless, my father had it figured out like it was a simple cat-and-mice game. His words had significance but did not really help me weigh out the benefits and cost of this personality. His one-side view was surprisingly positive yet, i believe it would serve as a downfall for me; but yet again he disagrees.
Today (Sunday, still), i had another family gathering. I believe after a certain age, you begin to appreciate your family more. I guess with my circle of friends shrinking and existing friends shaking out of place, the only consistent reliance would have to come from the family. It's not a shame to say this is true either.
I took a trip down to AnchorPoint, and dined at the valued food court stall. It was nice to get out of the routine and experience something new. Though the lighting would dazzle me gently, it was still an enjoyable trip; of coz all expenses paid for! I took the entire night off, kept my hands on my Razer mouse and shot some cyber-terrorists.
The next few weaks to come, will be a hectic and yet fast-paced process. With all the assignment submission, printing, presentation, test and preparation, i'm so gonna drown myself in another dosage of stressification. My neck's hurting again, stress phase 1 is complete.
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