Ah, there are times when you look beyond the horizon and just simply tell yourself that you won't make it through such a tough time. But it always turns out that, time slips off your fingers and in a blink of an eye, you've reached your destination.

I remember telling myself how tough it was getting through a week's worth living in the vegetation with no proper food, no baths for 6 days and simply layers and layers of built up sweat. It rained non-stop and everybody's mood was silly crazy like as if given live-bullets, we would take the commanders hostage and demand for a decent standard of living.

I remember telling myself how difficult it was just thinking about a month's worth living in Taiwan, and getting through the whole overseas exercise. It was tough because the company was not as pleasant as I thought. The weather was insanely varying and sleep was not all that great, seeing how eeky the beds are in those bunkers.

I remember telling myself how impossible it would be to leave the army. It would seem forever like 4-5 months and all the bad things started to submerge. It was frustrating but essential, as a way of doing my country the services in which i needed to provide.

I remember telling myself a few months back, it would be hard to overcome the challenges faced in this SBE group. I would say my leadership styles have taken a big improvement. I guess its about putting the management practices to work, rather than just studying them as theories. And everyday is like a trial and error, to understand how these practices work.

I couldn't believe we made it through this hard time. And only a few of my dedicated group members would clearly understand the definition of a stressful project time. It totally was worth it after all, even though it landed me in feverish moments for 4 days. The work was not tiring. It was the management of the team which was the most crucial, because i hate to bring people together only to see them sitting at different corners of the room. How efficient and effective would that be compared to just staying at home?

I've been on with Splinter Cell; Conviction. It was so wonderful, especially the Coop. I managed to spend some quality time with my bro, on the xbox controller. I guess, this is probably the only weak i've got for anyone, anybody or anything. My brother's starting work again at the end of this month and i guess it will be sometime before his next annual leave arrives.

"Embracing the toughest moments is the greatest way for self-improvement
" - frostdude