the whole race to the finish line has many drawbacks though the memories would be good to think about in 3 years time, it all seems so tough and i'm so about to fall out of the whole process. The whole dual role playing and incidental fate occurrence have not been going so well. The process is so irrelevant but necessary to test one's ability to handle and manage people. That's what higher education means, getting more experience and knowledge so that you can deal with greater challenges in the future. it is not all about the money, its about the passion blah blah blah.. you've heard the story already.
today was one of those days which i always pray it wont happen. Many say you are the creator and the controller of your dreams. Your dreams tell you what you want to see, or hope to see in the distant future. It may be unrealistic but it is a such a pleasant world that you just get swallowed into it. Don't get me wrong, both good and bad dreams are equally terrifying.
Come to think of it, when faced with such a good dream, you just can't bear to wake up from it, knowing that the reality you live in, pains you to the core. When faced with bad dreams, you can't help but feel why is this happening to you. You try so hard to prevent it but its like in those movies, "Some things are bound to happen; inevitable".
I had a good and bad dream altogether in one solid concrete mind fucked. It was banging a girl, knowing that its the end of the world. A good and bad thing altogether.
I took my mind of the previous entry for the entire weak. It felt different and thoughts seem to run wild and crazy with all the possibilities around. I never thought it would be like this. I never wanted it to happen this way, but so it did.
I saw myself making the mistakes which i've made all these years. I was yelling at my 3rd person and telling him he should have done it the other way. He was doing it all wrong with all my right techniques. I was so frustrated. In my dream, the sky had the voice of my mother, calling out to me, asking me to head for dinner. I was reluctant to leave things hanging this way.
At last, i let go of what many called an "opportunity" and torn myself out of the wild disastrous dream. Though after every dream, many people get wiped of their memories, mine stayed with me vividly as i got myself through dinner.
The bits and pieces are "a few storey building", "a telephone number", "a hating family", "Ginza", "lack of initiatives" and many other unrecognizable feelings in the way.
today was one of those days which i always pray it wont happen. Many say you are the creator and the controller of your dreams. Your dreams tell you what you want to see, or hope to see in the distant future. It may be unrealistic but it is a such a pleasant world that you just get swallowed into it. Don't get me wrong, both good and bad dreams are equally terrifying.
Come to think of it, when faced with such a good dream, you just can't bear to wake up from it, knowing that the reality you live in, pains you to the core. When faced with bad dreams, you can't help but feel why is this happening to you. You try so hard to prevent it but its like in those movies, "Some things are bound to happen; inevitable".
I had a good and bad dream altogether in one solid concrete mind fucked. It was banging a girl, knowing that its the end of the world. A good and bad thing altogether.
I took my mind of the previous entry for the entire weak. It felt different and thoughts seem to run wild and crazy with all the possibilities around. I never thought it would be like this. I never wanted it to happen this way, but so it did.
I saw myself making the mistakes which i've made all these years. I was yelling at my 3rd person and telling him he should have done it the other way. He was doing it all wrong with all my right techniques. I was so frustrated. In my dream, the sky had the voice of my mother, calling out to me, asking me to head for dinner. I was reluctant to leave things hanging this way.
At last, i let go of what many called an "opportunity" and torn myself out of the wild disastrous dream. Though after every dream, many people get wiped of their memories, mine stayed with me vividly as i got myself through dinner.
The bits and pieces are "a few storey building", "a telephone number", "a hating family", "Ginza", "lack of initiatives" and many other unrecognizable feelings in the way.
"I wouldn't have done it any other way, than leave it behind." - frostdude
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