Oh man, perhaps its been sometime since Billy had this tangled feel. Lately, somehow the clouds have blown to Billy's domain, and well, feeling a little out of place again. Musics and readings do not help make it any better. Billy might need to put himself back into perspective.
23 years can be a long time, and it ticks a little faster everyday. As Billy sat in a troubled manner, he reflected that how long it has been since the story of life began. He sighs as he has a vivid imagination of what-if. He's not a person of dreams because many times, reality screws up the overall plan. Billy sat on the edge of seat and glazed up at the ceiling, as if it was a screen showing an alternative choice of action.
He felt it was a clouded mind with a strike of mixed deprivations. He had wondered and wished for this particular day, but somehow being so distant for such a long time, he obviously felt that this decision is so far-fetched in nature. Billy gently closed his eyes with much despair and lack of confidence. He whispered at the depths of his breath, "If only.."
The music stirs Billy's mind. Words of "you, you, you" made more meaning than it should. It was the feeling of lost at sea. Billy's heart finally knew the meaning of a "heavy heart" for he could feel that his heart was stiffed with what humans call "emotions". It was so heavy that the beats were irregular.
Billy mingled with his lips and gave a deliberate shake of such clouded thoughts. And reflected, perhaps it was just one of his fecal minded thoughts. "Perhaps, it is just a passing shower", he reminded himself like he always does.
23 years can be a long time, and it ticks a little faster everyday. As Billy sat in a troubled manner, he reflected that how long it has been since the story of life began. He sighs as he has a vivid imagination of what-if. He's not a person of dreams because many times, reality screws up the overall plan. Billy sat on the edge of seat and glazed up at the ceiling, as if it was a screen showing an alternative choice of action.
He felt it was a clouded mind with a strike of mixed deprivations. He had wondered and wished for this particular day, but somehow being so distant for such a long time, he obviously felt that this decision is so far-fetched in nature. Billy gently closed his eyes with much despair and lack of confidence. He whispered at the depths of his breath, "If only.."
The music stirs Billy's mind. Words of "you, you, you" made more meaning than it should. It was the feeling of lost at sea. Billy's heart finally knew the meaning of a "heavy heart" for he could feel that his heart was stiffed with what humans call "emotions". It was so heavy that the beats were irregular.
Billy mingled with his lips and gave a deliberate shake of such clouded thoughts. And reflected, perhaps it was just one of his fecal minded thoughts. "Perhaps, it is just a passing shower", he reminded himself like he always does.
"How long has it been? I can't remember. Will you help me?" - frostdude
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