I CANNOT KEEP THIS UP.
yes, at least i got that out of my heart as i logged into blogspot. It was tiring just keeping those few words in my mind. With all the government talk about productivity and innovation, there's so much people can do and deliver. And sometimes, i feel i am really stretching myself till the extent that i might even get sick the next day.
Just this entire weak, i had only 4 hours of short naps everyday. It is really killing me; yes the workload and all. What really stains the plate is not the chilli sauce nor is it the carelessness of a newbie washer, but its the part where you might need to live with the stain for the next few days or so. It is like some snowball effect which multiples everyday every passing minute. So take it, monday was a big day, tuesday will become bigger and at the end of the weak, is like a balloon above your head, waiting to come tumbling down. And so it did.
On a side note, the painful late nights and early mornings are simply no more as self satisfying anymore. Perhaps, its the age lol. I have this feeling that i'm living the life of a person in his 40s. With his 4 hours of sleep, i'm trying to walk the Earth and make a difference. You know, they say as you grow older, you need lesser sleep every day. And once again, so affecting the fitness level.
Lately, my mind's being carried away. It is like i have this additional span of energy being outflowed to another assessment in my mind. It is nothing serious because if no action is done, there's no loss, nor gain. If action is done, there might be complications. Ever had this day, when you felt that your devotions were elsewhere? It is like something or somewhat or someone is drying that life force out of you.
It even haunts you in your dreams. Those bloody parallel dimensions need to stay in their own time, instead of my TIME! I'm still holding back on this new thought of mine, probably because of its repercussions and how it would affect the grand design of the masterpiece. It is a terrible thought just evaluating the alternatives and consequences; and therefore my hands are still in my pocket!
yes, at least i got that out of my heart as i logged into blogspot. It was tiring just keeping those few words in my mind. With all the government talk about productivity and innovation, there's so much people can do and deliver. And sometimes, i feel i am really stretching myself till the extent that i might even get sick the next day.
Just this entire weak, i had only 4 hours of short naps everyday. It is really killing me; yes the workload and all. What really stains the plate is not the chilli sauce nor is it the carelessness of a newbie washer, but its the part where you might need to live with the stain for the next few days or so. It is like some snowball effect which multiples everyday every passing minute. So take it, monday was a big day, tuesday will become bigger and at the end of the weak, is like a balloon above your head, waiting to come tumbling down. And so it did.
On a side note, the painful late nights and early mornings are simply no more as self satisfying anymore. Perhaps, its the age lol. I have this feeling that i'm living the life of a person in his 40s. With his 4 hours of sleep, i'm trying to walk the Earth and make a difference. You know, they say as you grow older, you need lesser sleep every day. And once again, so affecting the fitness level.
Lately, my mind's being carried away. It is like i have this additional span of energy being outflowed to another assessment in my mind. It is nothing serious because if no action is done, there's no loss, nor gain. If action is done, there might be complications. Ever had this day, when you felt that your devotions were elsewhere? It is like something or somewhat or someone is drying that life force out of you.
It even haunts you in your dreams. Those bloody parallel dimensions need to stay in their own time, instead of my TIME! I'm still holding back on this new thought of mine, probably because of its repercussions and how it would affect the grand design of the masterpiece. It is a terrible thought just evaluating the alternatives and consequences; and therefore my hands are still in my pocket!
"Walk the Earth, and make a difference everyday". - frostdude
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