As the month draws to a close, I can't help but think about how November passed and the events which took place in this very month. For one cent, let's think about the social peripherals that have attributed to my very descent.

The phrase "Why can't we all just live together in peace?", has knocked me over. Perhaps, its personal upbringing or some sort, but i just can't put my finger on it as to how the society attempts to believe that they can work in harmony while also keeping a side of hatred, envious, jealousy and disappointment. This is a side where many are aware of but just do not simply admit their awareness. You can say its fake, but both parties are keeping it real, and when you say they are being fake, they tell you that its outrageous acquisitions.

But seeing how these social animals bond together for a common cause, makes me wonder why individuals like myself do not share such an instance where differences can be put aside and for once, we can live in a moment where it is perfectly false but realistically acceptable. But, back to reality, I do not share such similarities because of my indefinite nature to sort before i get sorted out.

And thinking about it, just made me voluntarily smile for just a while, thinking that sometimes we can just put our differences aside, and live a day where we do not think about our hatred for one another. Seeing how these animals celebrate in joy and take in the festivity only made me realize, that there's a great gap in my existence or perhaps in my hierarchy of needs. It is always good to regress down to satisfy a particular social need, but realizing the need to do all that, only shows my need to constantly seek out a source to replenish these needs.

Then again, we all can't have everything in life and sometimes what we really want most, may not be what we actually need. But then again, what do we really need in life? All that glamor and success but faced with life's shortcomings? A sense of attachment but no real achievement of social satisfaction?

"What I lack, may not be what I really need. So what do we really need?" - frostdude