I... am so pissed at how Destiny and Fate both have their own plans and sometimes when they don't share it with you, but instead they try to ruin the plans you have set in motion. I will get to this later in this entry.

After Saturday's tour around Bugis, it left me with a small plate of regret because apparently i chose the wrong day to go to Bugis. Yes apparently, although it is always best to go when there's crowd and people around, it is not advisable to shop around Bugis on weekends especially when everybody has the time to shop before watching World Cup at night. Saturday's tour around Bugis was premature because i was in fact trying to avoid the human traffic flows, thus shopping was not all that enjoyable.

After the 3 days of eventful memories, I decided to take shelter to avoid anymore dodging of raindrops. I just feel that getting hit by another major illness will only slow me down to a point in time when i become my weak old self once again. Apparently, my optimistic self misjudged my ability to relief my holiday moods.

It was in advance, that i decided to book for the basic and final theory LESSON for driving in 2 consecutive days. I thought it would not be a big problem because i'm just gonna show face and make my presence known. It was in fact, too rush, so i kind of sacrificed my Sunday and Monday at BBDC. 4 hours per day worth of lessons, just keep nagging away, those teachers were.

On Monday, I went to celebrate Zach's birthday with Darius. We had this prata craving and boy, did we order alot more than usual. Mutton Soup, Egg Prata, RotiJohn, Mutabark Mutton etc! We spoke about the good old days and how we have actually grown up. Well, stories being told over supper always seems to create a greater vibe of friendship and cohesiveness. I've found their company to be once again, revitalized in a sense that there has been many new developments and perhaps i'm beginning to see changes in them; good changes.

Tuesday, today was the start of a period where my plan did not really cover that far. Apparently, my mental planning over made sure that the first 4-5 days after the exams were well covered for and entertainment had been included. Tuesday was the start of a time when I would begin to feel ambiguity in how to spend my time wisely; thus most likely this holiday would go to a waste again.

Tuesday, I stumbled across a sudden impulse decision to adhere to another person's judgmental mental accommodations. I was reluctant as the opposite party was however, not as convincing and reassuring to develop my sense of confidence. Nevertheless, opportunity is an opportunity whether one sees it or not.

All i can summarize this Tuesday was, I had a ball of fun but how it ended was envisioning myself running up and down staircases in search of what they call the lack of Fate and Destiny. That is all a load of bullshit, because it could have been prevented but apparently I over-estimated that person's ability to plan and make judgments in fact, i could have done better myself if that person did not put me in such a bad circumstance. It was a new bang for this half of the year, however, it was not as great as i hoped it would be. Painful as it sounds, i regret not knowing better or having that level of patience.

Lesson learnt; always turn off things which you are not using, to avoid misunderstandings, especially when that particular person tries to communicate with you and perceived that you ditched it.

"No matter how confident or far as we go, we should always have a contingency plan..." - frostdude