ever had a day, which you felt like the world totally hates you? where every movement you make juz leaves u frustrating like it is getting in your way and you just wanna become the hulk and slam everything in your path and just shout "GET OUT OF MY WAY!"
ever had a day, which you felt so down that no rope can ever bring you back up? its an endless crawl up this dwelling hole where no one comes rescuing you even after you have lost ur voice while shouting for help
ever had a day, which you got out from the right side of the bed and realized, "fuck i shouldn't have even got out of bed at all!". a day which, whichever side you got up on, was totally messed up one way or another. but u still had to get up and face it, because its part of reality and it stinks to say "i give up, totally".
ever had a day, which u took much longer time in the shower? as the falling water touches your skin and it eats your emotions within, leaving you pending for forgiveness for whatever wrong you have ever did or known. and as the sound of the water drops upon the floor, it drowns the entire environment, let you escape softly from this fast pace world. this noise just embeds inside your heart, encouraging the voice from within to scream in relief.
ever had a day, when a smile was too hard to do or bear? becos it was a day where there was nothing to smile about even with the many happy things in your life, the amount of cruelty outweighs all the pleasurable events that ever happen. and ever if you were smiling, it was just moving several facial muscles but as your eyes look upon the facial gesture, you felt it was all a lie.
and you sighed, and said "i have better days."
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